Memory from 2015

To JD Paul: Isn't it amazing how God brings you the exact words you need to hear, if only you'll listen? I've been not writing in this specific book for a little while. My reason, I'm not quite sure. Maybe because it hurts too much, or God was leading me to other places to find some peace that only He can give. Even though I haven't written, you never leave my mind. We have done a few things since I've last written. We've ordered your head stone and a memorial for you to place at the baseball field. We have attended our first ever golf tournament in your name. We were part of a small ceremony at church, because someone was kind enough to donate Bibles for our pews with your name and "God's got me" inside. Your sister, daddy and I have given a few devotions to different groups. Yes, me I've spoken, and you know how shy I am. Our community has been remarkable in helping us heal. We continue to have faith that God is using you for His glory. God reveals pieces of His plan just when we need them the most, but you know that better than me; you're right there with Him. And, again I will say, I'm so proud God chose me to be your mama! Today I am standing in front of my coworkers and PTO thanking them for a tree that was planted and a bench that is being dedicated in your memory. I am in awe at this kind gesture that brings JOY into our hearts. We love you, JD Paul, and we know that you stand here with us today. The words "Those we love don't go away, they walk beside us everyday." were written on the invitation to this special event. Love, Mama 
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I read this today to thank my coworkers and PTO for a beautiful ceremony that honored the memory of our son and brother, JD. God continues to bless us with an amazing church, community and friends. Proverbs 3:3 says, "Do not let kindness and truth leave you; Bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart." Thank you all for being a living testimony of God's precious word. May He continue to bless and keep you all as we live for Him.